तब भी, मैं ठीक से समझ नहीं पा रहा था कि इसका [कैप्टन किर्क की मौत] क्या मतलब निकालूँ। मैं हैरान था कि मैं ऐसा क्यों कर रहा हूँ, मुझमें इसे करने की इतनी जिद्द क्यों थी, और यह मुझे इस कदर क्यों प्रभावित कर रहा था। मुझे आज भी नहीं पता कि इसका क्या मतलब है। यह एक अजीब और अनोखा अनुभव है। मुझे समझ नहीं आता कि इस बारे में किससे बात करूँ, क्योंकि मैं ऐसे किसी इंसान को नहीं जानता जिसका ऐसा अनुभव रहा हो।

Even then, I didn't quite know what to make of it [captain Kirk death]. I was mystified by why I was doing it, why I was so driven to do it, and why it was affecting me like it was. I still don't know what it means. It's a strange singular experience. I don't even know anyone to talk to about it because I don't know anyone who's had that experience.

Even then, I didn't quite know what to make of it [captain Kirk death]. I was mystified by why I was doing it, why I was so driven to do it, and why it was affecting me like it was. I still don't know what it means. It's a strange singular experience. I don't even know anyone to talk to about it because I don't know anyone who's had that experience.

Tone: Reflective Sentiment: Mixed Type: Reflection 92%

लेकिन शैतान कभी-कभी बोलता है, और भगवान हमेशा चुप रहते हैं। जवाब हमें खुद ही ढूँढ़ने होंगे।

But if Satan speaks sometimes, God keep silent, always. We have to find the answers alone.

But if Satan speaks sometimes, God keep silent, always. We have to find the answers alone.

Tone: Solemn Sentiment: Mixed Type: Philosophical 92%

मेरे मन में हमेशा लोगों से जुड़े रहने की एक तीव्र इच्छा रह जाती है, और खुद को जुड़ा हुआ महसूस करने का एकमात्र जरिया दूसरा इंसान ही होता है।

The thing that I'm always left with is this overwhelming desire for people to be rooted and the only way that they feel rooted is through another person.

The thing that I'm always left with is this overwhelming desire for people to be rooted and the only way that they feel rooted is through another person.

Topic Relationships & Love Relationship
Tone: Reflective Sentiment: Mixed Type: Reflection 92%

मेरे बचपन में प्यार और अपनापन दोनों की कमी थी।

My childhood lacked affection and ambience.

My childhood lacked affection and ambience.

Topic Relationships & Love Family
Themes #Human Nature
Tone: Reflective Sentiment: Negative Type: Reflection 92%

लोग दोनों हाथों से इतनी तेजी से मैसेज टाइप कर लेते हैं और मैं ऐसा नहीं कर पाता... बस एक खास इंसान है जिससे मैं बात करना चाहता हूँ।

People can text with two hands and are so fast and I am not... I just have that one person I want to talk to.

People can text with two hands and are so fast and I am not... I just have that one person I want to talk to.

Topic Relationships & Love Relationship
Tone: Reflective Sentiment: Mixed Type: Reflection 92%

मुझे अक्सर बहुत अकेलापन महसूस होता है। शायद यही वजह है कि जब मैं अकेला होता हूँ, तो अलग-अलग विषयों पर लिखने की कोशिश करता हूँ। मुझे लगता है कि खुद को व्यवस्थित करने का यह एक बेहतरीन समय है और मुझे धैर्य के साथ अक्सर कुछ नया करने की कोशिश करते रहना चाहिए।

I tend to get lonely a lot. That is probably why I try to write about different things when I am alone. I feel that it is a good time to organize in various ways and I should often try something new with patience.

I tend to get lonely a lot. That is probably why I try to write about different things when I am alone. I feel that it is a good time to organize in various ways and I should often try something new with patience.

Tone: Reflective Sentiment: Mixed Type: Reflection 90%

मुझे लगता है कि एक गुप्त प्यार वह होता है जिसे आपके दोस्तों में से कोई नहीं समझ पाता। और यह किसी परी कथा जैसा होता है, लेकिन उससे कहीं ज़्यादा गंभीर।

I think, a secret love is something none of your friends would understand. And it's like a fairy tale, but more serious.

I think, a secret love is something none of your friends would understand. And it's like a fairy tale, but more serious.

Topic Relationships & Love Romantic Love
Tone: Romantic Sentiment: Mixed Type: Reflection 90%

सच कहूँ तो, जब लोग मुझे पसंद नहीं करते, तो मुझे खुद को बहुत कमज़ोर महसूस होता है। जब मुझे शामिल नहीं किया जाता या मेरी उतनी कद्र नहीं की जाती, तो मेरा दिमाग खराब हो जाता है।

Honestly, not being well received makes me feel very vulnerable. Not being included or regarded highly enough makes me crazy.

Honestly, not being well received makes me feel very vulnerable. Not being included or regarded highly enough makes me crazy.

Topic Society & World Belonging
Tone: Passionate Sentiment: Negative Type: Reflection 90%

यह कहना शायद अतिशयोक्ति नहीं होगी कि अकेलेपन में रहने वाला चिंपैंजी असल मायनों में चिंपैंजी होता ही नहीं है।

It is hardly an exaggeration to say that a chimpanzee kept in solitude is not a real chimpanzee at all.

It is hardly an exaggeration to say that a chimpanzee kept in solitude is not a real chimpanzee at all.

Tone: Reflective Sentiment: Negative Type: Observation 90%

महानगर में रहने के अपने पहले दशक के दौरान मेरा हाल ऐसा था जैसे मैं बस लोगों को ताड़ने वाला इंसान बन गया था। अजनबियों से बात करना मेरे लिए पूरी दुनिया के बराबर था। एक ही नुक्कड़ की दुकान पर पाँचवीं बार एक ही इंसान को देखना मुझे रोमांचित कर देता था। मुझे किसी खास दुकानदार या कॉफी वाले से जान-पहचान बढ़ाना बहुत अच्छा लगता था। उपनगरों में रहने वाले लोगों में अकेलापन और बिखराव की जो भावना आ जाती है, उसकी वजह से इन छोटी-छोटी चीजों के मेरे लिए बहुत बड़े मायने बन गए थे।

My first decade of living in a metropolis was like, I was a people watcher. It meant the world to me to talk to strangers. I got excited about the fifth time I'd see the same person in the same bodega. I loved getting to know a certain clerk or barista. It took on a whole big meaning for me because of that atomization that suburban people do start to feel.

My first decade of living in a metropolis was like, I was a people watcher. It meant the world to me to talk to strangers. I got excited about the fifth time I'd see the same person in the same bodega. I loved getting to know a certain clerk or barista. It took on a whole big meaning for me because of that atomization that suburban people do start to feel.

Topic Relationships & Love Friendship
Tone: Reflective Sentiment: Positive Type: Observation 90%

मेरे पास एक विचार है जिसे मैं आज़माना चाहता हूँ—वृद्धाश्रमों और अनाथालयों को एक साथ मिलाना। बुजुर्ग बच्चों के बिना अकेले हैं, और बच्चे माता-पिता के बिना। क्यों न हम इन्हें एक साथ ले आएं?

I have an idea I want to test, for combining old peoples homes and orphanages. Old people are lonely without children, children are lonely without parents. Why not bring them together?

I have an idea I want to test, for combining old peoples homes and orphanages. Old people are lonely without children, children are lonely without parents. Why not bring them together?

Topic Loneliness Social Loneliness Emotions & Inner Life
Tone: Reflective Sentiment: Positive Type: Thought-provoking 88%

दूसरे शब्दों में, [एच.पी. लवक्राफ्ट] धर्म-विरोधी, काम-इच्छा से परे और बहुत कमज़ोर तंत्रिका वाले व्यक्ति थे; वह बस इस दुनिया का सामना ही नहीं करना चाहते थे। वर्जीनिया वूल्फ़ की तरह, जो धर्म को सबसे बड़ी अशुद्धता मानती थीं।

In other words, [ H.P. Lovecraft] was areligious, asexual, neurasthenic, he just didn't want to react to the world. Like Virginia Woolf, who considered religion the ultimate obscenity.

In other words, [ H.P. Lovecraft] was areligious, asexual, neurasthenic, he just didn't want to react to the world. Like Virginia Woolf, who considered religion the ultimate obscenity.

Topic Emotions & Inner Life Peace
Tone: Reflective Sentiment: Neutral Type: Observation 88%

अलगाव का मतलब है विकास की कमी। मैं चीन में ऐसे समय में बड़ा हुआ जब देश पूरी तरह से कटा हुआ था। वह दौर अब खत्म हो चुका है।

Isolation means a lack of growth. I grew up in China at a time when the country was completely isolated. That era is over.

Isolation means a lack of growth. I grew up in China at a time when the country was completely isolated. That era is over.

Topic Society & World Social Change
Tone: Reflective Sentiment: Mixed Type: Reflection 85%

मेरा दिमाग मुझसे भी ज़्यादा तेज़ी से सोच सकता है, मैं उसके साथ तालमेल नहीं बिठा पा रहा हूँ। ऐसे में मैं किससे बात करूँ जो मुझे पागलखाने में न बंद कर दें?

My brain can think faster than I can, Im not fast enough. Who is there to talk to that wont lock me up?

My brain can think faster than I can, Im not fast enough. Who is there to talk to that wont lock me up?

Tone: Solemn Sentiment: Negative Type: Reflection 85%

मैं अपने अध्ययन कक्ष में अकेला, हीटर के पास दुबक कर शराब पी रहा हूँ।

I drink alone in my study, huddled close to the brazier.

I drink alone in my study, huddled close to the brazier.

Tone: Solemn Sentiment: Negative Type: Literary 82%

Main ek aisa vyakti banna chahti hu jiske chaaro taraf sirf unki chitthi-patri aur unki billi na ho.

I want to be a person that isn't surrounded by their mail and their cat.

I want to be a person that isn't surrounded by their mail and their cat.

Tone: Reflective Sentiment: Mixed Type: Observation 82%
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